how i long to be a gal in 2002

 i just picked 2002 at random.. i should prob do more research. whatevs !!

i went through three old gyaru blogs that anatama linked on spacehey and they were so so cool.. idk i think gyaru have a lot of fun a j'adore!!! i don't think i'm cool enough that i would be able to hang out with them, tho. :p i'm way too basic. all that's been running through my head is 'i must be cooler. i must wear cooler clothes.' just over and over. it's been like this for maybe a week?? idk i just wish i was the type of person that alt people would automatically think would be nice. if that makes sense. no, i sound totally bigoted. 

those three blogs were so cool, though!! i sourced these two things to bring back to my blog;   goodie!! they're so cutesy hehe. 

one thing those blogs inspired in me is that i absolutely must start putting pictures in my blog!!! it is essential. i can always create some sort of face blur(??) hopefully no one could take it off cuz eek!!!! i don't think that many people have access to this tho so that's good :D

 school has been okay. it's kind of monotonous. not much ever really happens. i have been getting closer to EW tho, and SA!!! they're such sweeties. SA is lwk strange sometimes but that is a-okay. she's got good intentions. 

in jj news.. he asked me if BW and i were dating, to which i vehemently denied such an idea, and he said THEO told him that we were. which like. hell no, he's literally close with BW, and i'm pretty sure he knows he's dating VV. this is a total conspiracy, but i'm scared that jj is trying to like figure out my relationship status to like slip in or smth??? idk ik that's kinda rude and egotistical but i'm like 98% sure he likes me and tbh i wouldn't put it past him, CB said he was really weird towards people he liked. (also, caroline asked if we were together?? like no???)

1st is fun, as always. we're doing piecewise functions. tres exiting! (exciting. i have to clarify T T) TC is nice, and so are thang and xavier, who sit behind us. thang is like jh if jh was less weird and racist. if that makes sense. our teacher has it out for RS, ick #3, and thang. good lord. ick #3 is SO ANNOYING. he is always yapping to like himself ig and commenting on everything our teacher says. bro. stop. you are not funny. unfortunately he kinda is sometimes. (T T )' he sometimes says something that'll make me giggle, and that just eggs on his bad behavior. whoops. 

 2nd is boring as ever, but i'm getting closer with my tablemates. they're sweet. :3 and they make that ridiculous class bearable. luis is okay too, and ZW and AB i suppose aren't as bad as everyone else. i still don't like them very much. i wish i could talk to emo brayden. he seems really cool. 

AB is running for class president! guess against who. FLIPPING HARPER. BRO. HOW DO EXPECT TO WIN (T T) anyway. i promised her i'd vote for her but i'm not gonna. sorry to break a promise but she would do an absolutely terrible job. 

3rd is awful as well. i despise LK who sits right behind me, but i am getting closer with KB and BW!! unfortunately BW has been acting up.. today we found a bunch of pipe cleaners and i wanted to make teddy bears with them (or at least attempt to) but BW grabbed one and made a swastika? like. genuinely what is his issue. i still made him a teddy bear, but he just let BQ mess it up. are you kidding. 

4th is the best class i have, hands down. we totally goof off more than we need to but it's literally not only us!! the freshmen in the back (LE, JP, and le petit garcon) are totally wild too. just not as much. whoops. 

on thursday i was walking around with bird and EW and we looked into the commons and we saw LE and i pointed him out to them because obv. unfortunately he chose THAT moment to look up. are we kidding (_ _ ) anyway hopefully he doesn't think i like him. he's so egotistical that unfortunately i can't rule it out. definition a pain.

 in other news!!!!!!!! i have started trying to learn to curl my hair and this was my first attempt ever - 

c'est tres mignon~~ 

anyway that's my update. hopefully i start writing more often !