i think i say this everyday but today was super exhausting (_ _)'
first off, i found and read jj's note. erm. here's what it said:
۶ৎ V, Valentines Day is supposed to be all romantic; a day to celebrate one's significant other because love is something we're all very fortunate to be blessed with, but I must confess that a small part of me is in love with your light. Not in the sense that I want to marry you, but in the sense that you inspire me in ways that dont quite make sense to me right now. I'm fascinated by the way you seem to make everyone around you light up just as you yourself are illuminate. Maybe that means everyone feels this way about you, it wouldn't surprise me. But I just had to tell you that your smile makes me smile and your laugh makes me laugh. You're a special person and I thank you for being you. *heart doodle* ۶ৎ
i'm shocked. I mean it's like he reached into my heart and pulled out exactly what I've always wanted to hear. :( like it means so much to me and literally made my day and BRO. it's really too bad i don't like him cuz this would have scored me for sure (T T) i hate to say it, cuz this is so awful (but this is MY blog and i can say whatever I want), but if it were basically anyone else I would've totally fallen for them. I feel so bad because it shouldn't be like that, but it's the truth :'(
notice how he DIDN'T sign his name ?? well it was in french club and he was the only one who would ever leave anything on my desk, so I assumed it was him, but i texted him about it and it just made me even more confused about what this note really means (T T) :
were you the one that left me that note? depends, what did you think? wdym depends 🤨 it was really sweet i loved it:D well if you thought it was weird i was gonna say it absolutely wasn't me haha (me: 😭😭) it was probably the most me thing I've ever done lol wdym?? write basically an anonymous love letter simply because someone is a really cool person very me-esque how exciting no it made my day haha 😛 was it obvious it was me or did you have to think about it? umm I kinda guessed it was you cuz of the handwriting and also cuz I didn't think anyone else in there would make a valentine ah, understandable well im glad you thought it was nice and not really weird and creepy no dw ! it was sweet hehe you made my day well good 😊 i hope you have a good day today :) yeah you too!
soo ?? idk "anonymous love note" is a little incriminating so I'm not really sure what to do? (T T) like i don't want to assume anything but I talked to BW and he was like "that's pretty direct" so? people that know about it: BW, EC, tippy, stelly, bird, TC, ally, SA, EW, mom, and dad. hopefully this doesn't spread but tbh I don't think it will cuz who cares what's going on with two weird kids (T T)
anyway today was pretty uneventful besides that. math we just had a quiz and i finished really really fast but didn't want to get up so early so i just sat there until joshua (or wtv his name is) got up. flex was fun, we had a mardi gras party in franflex, but i almost cried cuz I didn't get king cake (_ _ )' like okay glutton ? i guess it's comparable to that feeling I got for that girl that was promised ice cream but had to go home. niche reference but hopefully i'll understand in the future. (disappointment).
in 2nd we just did a packet and I hung out with ally and mystery guy and also allison and some random preppy type girl that (weird observations but whatever) is really short and has such small feet that I worry for her balance. the last two didn't interact with me much, but I mostly talked to ally anyway. she was really sweet and we got kinda fixated on cooking/baking together, especially brandy snaps, and she invited me over to her house to bake something this weekend ! i thought it was really sweet but I was like no sorry i think i'm doing something for galentines this weekend. (EW, stelly, and I are trying to organize something) it was really sweet for her to even offer tho! she also told me about the 8th grader kai that's obsessed with her and who's been posting her on ig (T T) it was pretty funny lol
3rd was the essay thing, which wasn't really that bad ig, but i'm not too proud of it. it wasn't my best work, but at least it's over !!
4th was pretty uneventful, but i worked with simon on a slip-of-paper-infographic-thing and he is really wild (T T) i tried to be nice but he has like literally NO PATIENCE. and one time i caught him just staring at me like O.O with his mouth open AND HE DIDN'T LOOK AWAY. BRO. it was okay tho and i talked to SA a lot so it was good bonding time :)
the mardi gras party at the library was today, but i just sat in the back of the library on my phone and listening to these two college guys yap. i can't for the life of me remember anything they said.
also! in mom's room i found this little slip of paper addressed to RS that said "call me" with a winky face and somebody's number?? after some digging stelly and I found out it was TN. figures. RS was being really dry and formal though. it made me kind of sad :(
that's basically all that happened today? the only other things are RT and MS making and wearing those tin foil hats at lunch, walking around and talking with EW at lunch, and BW griping about how VV said "I'm not sure yet cause that's the day that I get back from states but once the email comes out I'll let you know!!" to his ice skating date request. my my.
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