yuck yuck yuck boys suck
the humpty dumpty incident happened with BW yesterday (consult brown journal) and i'm still really peeved about it. i mean yeah i get that i asked what he thought and i said i wouldn't get bad but like BRO. was it necessary to say that I was flat when i was just asking about the color?? :') idk it just feels like it shows that he doesn't really care about me. especially when he literally just started talking about VV (and lit making fun of her????) and when i gave him a second chance DOUBLED DOWN on the shirts but no no no, not about VV!! :(( i adore vivi but cmon man.
today in english i came in late (cuz of foods cleanup running late) and he tried to talk to me on the way to lunch and (this is shallow, i acknowledge that) i kept ignoring him and being like no im mad at you (T T) and KB got curious so i told her and LD about the incident and also our rocky past. ofc with the help of tippy. <3 they affirmed that my anger was valid and i was like YIPPEEE cuz i had been worrying that maybe i was just overreacting. KB even threatened to trip him down the stars i love her sm
nothing much happened in 1st. TC keeps making fun of me cuz one time i was really giddy and giggled kind of evilly and SHE WONT LET IT GO </3 like gang i get it please (;-;) TK (now going to be referred to as ick #3, thanks to VV!!) is like genuinely so fun to observe and watch though so that's one of my past times. for math next year, i've been thinking about doing AP precalc and AP stats A/B but i feel like that will be A LOT and so im not sure yet. i def want to continue with french, and teacher cadet also sounds fun! i'm really tempted to try and fit piano 1 in somewhere but i'm not sure what to sacrifice (_ _ )'
flex was pretty fun !! i was in the basement with tippy and i got there late (cuz i was getting a pad, a capri sun, and some chocolate wafers from mom's room) and so i basically went down (like 30 secs late maybe?? not too bad) and then asked the teacher (she is MY BELOVED <3) to go to the bathroom and i literally just stood in the stall for way too long because there was some druggie in there and it STUNK and i didn't want her to hear me peeing or unwrapping the pad so it took a bit longer and when i was washing my hands the FLIPPING FIRE ALARM WENT OFF and i ran out and literally saw sassy twin my BELOVED and i ran over to tippy and we walked out AND sassy twin kept looking at me mwahahah
i feel like i'm actually making friends in foods which is superb :3 JS and KaW are super sweet and ZW is nice too! luis and i are friendly so if we work together he's an ally lol :-p ZW and luis's group was lwk just as inept as me today and for some reason ZW decided it'd be a good idea to ask me everything?? i was like um idk bro sorry BUT it was nice of him to be nice to me :)
as usual, 3rd is awful, nothing to report. also per usual, french was amazing ! i love love love SA and VV but today it was just me and VV and we had the funnest time (> <) she's literally the best. we played with purple play-doh and giggled and gaggled. j'adore!! <3
i'm not sure what to do with JJ. i'm trying to be super nice to him, but it's kind of difficult sometimes and i feel bad cuz he doesn't have a lot of friends. i wish i was nicer. i shouldn't be so torn up about merely being nice to someone. :(
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