ok so!! lotsa stuff happened today (^ ^)
okay so i had my english exam, which was pretty easy- it took me only about 2 hours and i didn't struggle too much. tres boring. i read a bit of tales of the jazz age. it's pretty good!! i like all the short stories. "bernice bobs her hair" was pretty interesting because it really confirmed my suspicions i have after observing people my age- if you're funny and speak to people directly- people will like you better, and if a bunch of people are around you, people are more likely to want to talk to you. plus! if you are super confident in your appearance, you can worry more about what you want to say. i don't know if i'm explaining everything perfectly, but basically once you know you look good, you don't have to worry about that and only have to worry about being charming.
yknow, fitzgerald was a very bright guy. not a very good guy, like stealing ideas from his wife's diary/stealing her writing + CONSTANTLY saying the n word in his writing and including harmful stereotypes, i guess you could excuse it cuz it was the 20s and most people were racist but like cmon man rise above!!
anyways i really like that book buttt i've also been reading twilight recently!! i love love love it it's so funny and easy to read- you can just zip through it. i'm currently only on twilight, but i'm at the hospital scene, so i'm almost done. i'm both excited for and dreading new moon. edward gone= tres sad et boring. but jacob!! = yay yay yay wolfpack stuffs and jacob (obv i love him BUT him before he turned evil and tried to force her to like him and fell in love with a BABY) anyways that's exciting!
lunch was fun.. jh, ick #3, sassy twin, AND RS were all there. tres funny. i was having a grand old time PLUSS EW and tippy were there so we sat and laughed and that was great fun- they're two of my top people!
then we had our review block/speaking exam for french, and that passed okay.. we rapunzel braided SA's hair and put a bunch of flowers in it and talked a lot. I felt tres left out and excluded but it got a little better. i think sometimes i need to just kind of insert myself.
then SA left early and VV stayed (which she made very clear she was disappointed about- she wanted to leave too but hadn't filled out the form so she couldn't) anyway i also talked to sophie a bit.
then we went to the pool to meet melissa to have her look at our crawl/breast stroke form, and she was obviously displeased and favored stelly and i was very uncomfortable and cold and unhappy so we later got in the hot tub, which was amaze, and met this old man named jerry and he talked to us about his kids and his two baby mamas and it was very strange. he told us to "always watch who we laid with". like you are an old man pleasee don't say things like that to us. anyway it was the first time we could go into the hot stuff (cuz we turned 16 yesterday! yay!!) and so we tried everything out.
steam room- super duper duper hot, i felt like i was suffocating and couldn't get enough air in
sauna- the most amazing thing ever oh my GOSH. i could have spent so much longer in there but we had to go so i couldn't. very sad cuz it was definition relaxing and i felt my shoulders relax A LOT and it was great cuz i've been really stressed recently and it felt like in there there was no way for my shoulders to rise. i tried to tense them but they just fell right back down. superb.
anyway the most important thing that happened today is i used a tampon for the first time! wowza. okay so since we were going swimming i obv couldn't use a pad so mom gave me some of hers and the way she did it was truly awful like i was so uncomfortable but whatever. anyway putting a tampon in is very strange. i didn't love it. i'll most likely stick to pads except maybe on day 2?? i didn't leak at all so that was great. when i swimming i was SO worried but nothing went wrong so ig i shouldn't have been freaking out sm. we also met this guy training for the air force and he treaded water w/out his hands for 20 MINUTES which was crazy. ANYWAY. getting super off track. i now know what it's like to pull out a dry tampon. absolutely awful. good god. i felt like my insides were going to get ripped out. horrible horrible. je ne recommande pas.
i literally read only an hour and 23 mins today. :( i'm so disappointed in myself.
there's so many things left to say but it's beddy bye time so nighty night!!
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